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[l1v1ng_d34d_slvt]

Oh, you poor, unfortunate thing...You seem to have wandered away from the beaten path and into the monochrome corner of the web dedicated to l1v1ng_d34d_slvt. There aren't many other paths available for you to follow here, so you can either turn back now or embark on a fool's errand into the unknown.

The choice is up to you.

Should you choose to remain, however, you may find a few things to read about here and there. It won't be of much comfort to you, though.

Perhaps you should visit their AO3 archive instead. That's a much safer option for you, yes.